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Mar. 24th, 2004 @ 12:36 pm
a tribal heart
with letters inside
no one will recognise any of it
but me.

Mar. 23rd, 2004 @ 10:44 pm
SO HYPER.
This will contain highlights of my conversational night.

Heaven smiles above me, What a gift here below, But no one knows, The Gift that you give to me, No one knows... says:
AND IT'S.....STRIPES, FOR THE WIN!
Heaven smiles above me, What a gift here below, But no one knows, The Gift that you give to me, No one knows... says:
YAY STRIPES YAY!
TripMaen says:
C:/STRIPESRUN
RUNSTRIPSRUN

Heaven smiles above me, What a gift here below, But no one knows, The Gift that you give to me, No one knows... says:
*Clunk clunk* Onward!
Kelekin [99 days until summer] says:
is that a come on?
Heaven smiles above me, What a gift here below, But no one knows, The Gift that you give to me, No one knows... says:
Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees it might be
Kelekin [99 days until summer] says:
are you my knight in shining armor?
Kelekin [99 days until summer] says:
knightress
Heaven smiles above me, What a gift here below, But no one knows, The Gift that you give to me, No one knows... says:
No, I don't ride a horse, that's what the coconuts are for, to clack together so it SOUNDS like I have a horse.
Heaven smiles above me, What a gift here below, But no one knows, The Gift that you give to me, No one knows... says:
Oh Monty Python, you got me good....
Kelekin [99 days until summer] says:
and by armor, i mean short skirt
Heaven smiles above me, What a gift here below, But no one knows, The Gift that you give to me, No one knows... says:
I'm wearing shorts..
Kelekin [99 days until summer] says:
so?
Heaven smiles above me, What a gift here below, But no one knows, The Gift that you give to me, No one knows... says:
So it's only half right.
Kelekin [99 days until summer] says:
THESE ARE MY DREAMS
Kelekin [99 days until summer] says:
NOT YOURS
Heaven smiles above me, What a gift here below, But no one knows, The Gift that you give to me, No one knows... says:
But I'm in them, doesn't that mean I have some say?

Heaven smiles above me, What a gift here below, But no one knows, The Gift that you give to me, No one knows... says:
Hahaha true dat
Kelekin [99 days until summer] says:
BILLIE JEAN
Kelekin [99 days until summer] says:
IS NOT MAH LOVER

TripMaen says:
So, I have this plan
TripMaen says:
to buy a penguin costume to go to school tomorrow
Heaven smiles above me, What a gift here below, But no one knows, The Gift that you give to me, No one knows... says:
Hurray!
TripMaen says:
and I'm going to eat everybody.
Heaven smiles above me, What a gift here below, But no one knows, The Gift that you give to me, No one knows... says:
Yay!
Heaven smiles above me, What a gift here below, But no one knows, The Gift that you give to me, No one knows... says:
Mm...people..
TripMaen says:
Yep
TripMaen says:
homework tastes better.

Mar. 23rd, 2004 @ 03:00 pm
we should never be split apart.
we should never be split apart.
we should never be split apart.
we should never be split apart.

Mar. 22nd, 2004 @ 09:22 pm
i get distracted by gum wrappers,
do you see why i'm so useless?

i know you'll never get it,
even if you don't.
after all, how are you to know
what this means?

a scar here, do you see it?
this one is for us.
and us again.
and so is this one.

i maintain a certain depth
just to keep you at bay.

maybe you'll love me.

Mar. 22nd, 2004 @ 10:45 am
"i know that, i'm being used, but it's ok 'cause i like the abuse. the more you suffer, the more it shows you really care, right? yee-aaah."

that's for you.

and this is for you,

"it's like i'm falling from a, mountain top, my heart keeps pounding, and it won't stop."

Mar. 22nd, 2004 @ 08:53 am
"You can't make him want you, they're all just laughing."

Hmmph!

Mar. 21st, 2004 @ 07:27 pm
a star in my mind.
you mean the world.
i can't believe it's been so long but it has.

Mar. 21st, 2004 @ 11:28 am
my dreams are so solid now, that's what they are. they're dreams. happy good dreams and i'm forgetting my nightmares. what nightmares?

happiness abounds.

Mar. 21st, 2004 @ 12:46 am
and from then on, everything was beautiful.
i wish someone would end my story like that.
hell, i wish someone would end my story.
i want something new, you know?
re-write my character, come on,
i'm getting old predictable.
but if you do re-write me
give me this, still.
i need it.

Mar. 20th, 2004 @ 08:53 pm
Roger isn't a word. It's just letters strung together without a meaning. No. Not anymore. It's a name and a word but it doesn't mean a thing. Someone says Roger and I feel like they're speaking a foreign language I've never heard of. Roger, anyways, what the fuck is that shit. I hope I never meet a Roger, I wouldn't be able to say his name, I'd have to call him Chris or Andrew or something, something I can stand. I wish that no one had ever told me that word existed, and that I'd never met a Roger. I knew a Roger once, he's the reason that word doesn't mean anything. I would say his name five times in a row trying to get him to stop talking. And that's when I lost it, or it lost me. I can't wait until someone tells me my name doesn't have a meaning and I'm just letters strung together, because at least that would be something I could understand.

Mar. 20th, 2004 @ 08:29 pm
for now,
you mean a sigh of contentment.
you leave me breathless sometimes
but it's not often
and that only makes it better.

forever, you've meant a best friend
but always somewhere you've meant more.

tell me what i mean.

Mar. 20th, 2004 @ 10:16 am
So. My home-home-HOMIEZ. What UP, gangstas? Whoooo yeah. 10 20 in the am and I am so fucked up. Hyper, I mean. Sugar, yes. *Blink* FUCK OFF DRUGS SUCK. Yeeeah. So me and Sarah are talking. As are me and Ashley.

Mar. 19th, 2004 @ 09:57 pm
Whoop whoop, reeeeal update. I'm listening to Always Something There To Remind Me. And although the words are all wrong for it, it reminds me of Meeshee. Because a day doesn't go by that I see something that's like "That's like me and Meeshee!" or "Meeshee would so get that." Damn I miss that girl. Hehe. I miss everyone. Rah. The Texan hasn't called me in awhile. It's sad! I miss him.

Mar. 19th, 2004 @ 09:37 pm
If this is the life, why does it feel so good to die today? Blue to grey, grow up and blow away.

Shiiiiat. So true. Only not. Whoop whoop!

Emo. Mar. 19th, 2004 @ 06:23 pm
so some night, you say
we'll buy some chalk.
i always wondered why
and why you'd never say.

what would we need chalk for?
and when i found out, all i could do was smile.
you took me to the store
and we bought some chalk.

on the drive home, we were laughing
and when we got there
you smiled
and told me to just draw.

so i drew things like stars and hearts
and your name in the middle of it all.
and this time you were smiling
and it made me happy.

with a grin and a flip of my hair,
i tossed you the chalk
and said it was your turn.
so you got on hands and knees on the sidewalk.

you're the best, i said.
and you looked up at me
and stuck your tongue out
and it made me happy.

you drew things like stars and hearts
and my name in the midde of it all.
and when you got up
we kissed.

i remember every night
we ever spent together
and that's a lot of memories
and i love them all.

we may not need to, but
we prove our love in chalk
and even when that's washed away,
we're still smiling about it.
how I feel inside: energetic
playing around me: Bike Scene - Taking Back Sunday

Mar. 19th, 2004 @ 06:14 pm
i have hopes
to sweep through you
and make you feel something [ for once. ]

i want you
to wrap your arms around me
and kiss my hair.

will you
feel something
for once?

maybe if we spend a day
telling eachother everything
and end it with 'i love you'

maybe we'll get our wishes
and life will be perfect.

Mar. 19th, 2004 @ 06:09 pm
Remind me, remind me why
why we met
and what it was I loved
and why, eventually, I forgot about it.

Remind me, remind why
I'd sneak out at night
and we'd hang out
and I'd go home so happy.

Remind me, remind me why
I couldn't get you out of my head
and what did it take,
to make me forget you existed?

Mar. 19th, 2004 @ 05:47 pm
Sometimes, I want to lie in someone's arms. And sing along to Taking Back Sunday and have them know the words, too. I want it to rain, really hard. I want them to pull me by the hand outside, and play in the rain with me.

I want a lot.

Part 7 Mar. 18th, 2004 @ 09:55 pm
The great and wonderful J was very happy about the danjamsars. He enjoyed them a lot. D and S liked them too, and so did the silly monkey. So sometimes when october was too unbearable, and it was too cold to play outside, the little group would laze around inside the comfortable warm cube they liked to call home. The danjamsars were good no matter what. You could eat them with or without sugar, and they tasted great in pies and things. One day, J, D, S and the silly monkey got tired of staying indoors. Everyone was getting edgy. So, before someone's eyes got ripped out, they decided to see if it was safe outdoors. Curiously, J opened the door while proclaiming, "Sunlight!" and everyone was excited. Dancing ensued. BUT! After about twenty minutes of golden sunshine, black clouds were overhead, and rain began to pour down! It rained, and it rained, and it rained. Water flowed through the Pink Elephant forest like never before. The silly monkey wasn't worried, he could just climb trees. But the three human children couldn't, so it was getting dangerous. There was no way back into the plexiglass cube without flooding it! Luckily, the silly monkey had a thought. He could teach D, J and S to climb trees! He chittered at them, sort of like Lassie. At first, no one understood. But then, when the monkey just plain got upset, they got it. And it was about time, too. The water was getting higher and higher! So J, D, the silly monkey, and S all climbed the golden tree and waited for the water to go away. And when it did, they returned to their plexiglass cube like nothing had happened. Strangely, none of them could climb a tree before or since that day...

Part 4! Mar. 18th, 2004 @ 04:58 pm
While J, S and D were enjoying the orapple juice, that silly monkey returned! No one is sure how he found them in their plexiglass haven, but he did. To wreak havoc? MAYBE!

The silly monkey looked around to find a tree, but alas. All there was around the cube was a pink flower and a weird bush thingy. The applejuice trees had long since wandered off to live in the Pink Elephant forest with their brothers, mothers, teachers, lovers.

So the silly monkey settled for sitting in the weird bush thingy. D, J and S didn't pay any attention to him and just went on enjoying the orapple juice.

WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN!

The silly monkey began to cry! He really, really missed bananas. And he didn't know how to hop a train to France, and he wasn't sure what underground meant, but gosh did he miss those bananas. J, S and D felt really bad, and went inside the plexiglass cube. They returned shortly, bearing bananas. The silly monkey decided he liked these strange people and their strange cube, and wanted to be their friend. And so he did.

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